INVESTIGATION
The Case Against Big Cosmetics, by a Retired Beauty Editor. Fourteen Years Late.
I Wrote It in 2011. It Was Killed in a Two-Minute Conversation. I Am Sixty-Eight Now, and Here It Is.
First, who is telling you this
I was a beauty editor for thirty-one years. From 1988 until March 2019, across three titles, the last of them for nineteen years.
In that time I attended, at a conservative estimate, four hundred launches. I was flown to laboratories in France, Switzerland, Japan and Korea and shown, on each occasion, a very expensive room containing very serious people in white coats. I sat through several hundred presentations in which a chart went up on a screen and a number was said out loud with great confidence.
I learned to read an ingredient list properly, which is a narrower skill than it sounds. The order is the whole story: everything is listed by descending quantity, and anything appearing after the preservative is present in an amount you would need a laboratory to detect. Once you know that, you can read the back of a box in about four seconds and know whether the front of it is true.
I learned to read the clinical trials rather than the press releases about the trials, which is a different skill and a considerably lonelier one. Clinically proven to reduce the appearance of fine lines by 47% will, more often than not, turn out to mean thirty-two women, twelve weeks, self-assessment, no control group, funded by the company selling it.
And I learned which contract manufacturers make which brands, which is the one that changed how I saw the whole business. There are serums sitting on the same counter, at three different prices, in three different bottles, that come out of the same building.
I never bought a product. Not one, in thirty-one years. They arrived free, in advance of launch, in beautiful boxes, with handwritten notes.
I was well thought of. I won things. I was, in the small and self-regarding world of Irish beauty journalism, considered rigorous.
In 2011, for about six weeks, I actually was.
The file
It is called CaseAgainstBigCosmetics_FINAL_v6.doc and it was last modified on the twelfth of April 2011.
I have moved it from a work computer to a home computer to a laptop to a cloud folder over fourteen years. It has survived three redundancies, two operating systems and a house move. I have opened it perhaps a dozen times and closed it again every time.
Four thousand one hundred words. Six weeks of work. Nine interviews, two of them with formulation chemists who agreed to speak only on the condition that I never used their names — which I never did, and never will.
It was scheduled for the September issue. It got as far as sub-editing.
And then a man put his head around a door and said one sentence, and it never ran.
What was in it
The piece made one argument across four thousand words.
The argument was this: the active ingredient in your anti-ageing serum is present at a concentration chosen so that it can legally be printed on the box, not at a concentration that will do anything to your face.
That was it. That was the whole thing.
I had got there in 2003, at a reception outside Paris, from a formulation chemist after her third glass of something. I asked her what percentage of the hero ingredient — the one on the front, the one the entire campaign was built around — was actually in the finished product.
She told me a number so low that I laughed, because I assumed she was joking.
"Nought point three per cent. Sometimes half a per cent if the active is cheap enough. The figure is chosen so we can put the ingredient on the label. It is not chosen so the ingredient will do anything. They are two completely different numbers and everybody in this room knows it."
I carried that for eight years before I did anything with it. Then in 2011 I finally went and did the work: the chemists, the pricing, the full cost breakdown of where three hundred euro actually goes when you buy a serum for three hundred euro. Roughly a third of it, I established, was the retail counter itself. Not the bottle, not the box, not even the campaign. The shelf.
None of it was libellous. I had all of it twice over. I named no brand — the piece did not need to, because the practice is universal, and that was rather the point.
The two-minute conversation
I was at my desk on a Thursday afternoon. The piece was subbed, the layout was pencilled, the pictures were commissioned.
The advertising director — a perfectly decent man, whom I liked, who had never asked me for anything in his life — put his head round the door of the office. He was not angry. He was not even particularly serious about it.
He said: "Deirdre, look, we can't run that. Nobody will take the pages."
And I said, "right."
That is the entire story of how it was killed. That is the whole conversation. I have had longer exchanges about a parking space.
There was no argument. There was no meeting. Nobody rang a lawyer, because there was nothing to ring a lawyer about. My editor never had to make a decision, which I am fairly sure was the point — she was never put in a position where she had to choose, and so she never had to know.
I did not fight it.
I want to be entirely clear about that, because it would be a great deal more flattering to me if I had. I did not resign, or threaten to, or take it to another title, or put it online, or do any of the several things a person with a spine would have done. I went home. Two weeks later I filed a perfectly nice thousand words on winter skincare, and it ran in the space where the other thing was going to go.
Why I did not fight it
I have had fourteen years to be honest about this, and I am going to be. But I need to show you something first, because I did not understand it myself until quite recently.
Last December, a hamper arrived at my house.
Wicker basket. Ribbon. Six products, retail value somewhere around four hundred euro, from a brand whose name you would recognise instantly and which I am not going to give you, because this is not about one company. There was a card. Dearest Deirdre — thinking of you always, and wishing you the most wonderful Christmas.
I have not written a word for publication since March 2019.
I am sixty-eight years old. I am retired. I have no column, no platform, no readership and no influence over anything at all. I could not get a product reviewed in a parish newsletter.
And they are still sending me hampers. Six years after I stopped being of any use to anybody.
The first one came that December, nine months after I left, and I thought it was a kindness. A send-off. The following two years, the industry could not send anybody anywhere — no launches, no dinners, no trips, nobody so much as shaking a hand.
The hampers still came. By courier, both years, on time.
Then everything opened up again, and along with the hampers came the invitations — launches, breakfasts, a boat thing on the Liffey — for a woman who has no way of writing about any of it. That is when it began to bother me, and it has not stopped since.
For a long time I thought it was affection. I genuinely did. I thought: how nice, they remember me.
It is not affection. And it is not, in any way I could put in front of an editor, corruption either — because nobody has ever asked me for anything. Not in thirty-one years of working, and certainly not in six years of retirement. Not one request, not one hint, not one raised eyebrow.
That is precisely how it works. And it is why I did not fight for my article in 2011.
Not fear. Nobody ever threatened me. Not money either — there was never an envelope, and I would have known exactly what to do with an envelope.
It was that for twenty-three years by that point I had been treated with enormous, unfailing warmth by people who wanted something from me and never once said so out loud. I was flown places. I was given things. I was told, by people I genuinely liked, that I was one of the good ones, one of the rigorous ones, one of the ones who really understood.
And it is extraordinarily difficult to take apart a system that is being consistently kind to you.
So when the advertising director put his head round that door, some part of me was relieved. I had done the work. I had been brave for six weeks. And now a nice man had made it somebody else's decision, and I could go back to writing about texture and scent and how a cream feels going on — all of which I did well, all of which was true, and none of which was the question I had been carrying since 2003.
I went on doing that for another eight years. And the hampers kept coming, and I never once put the two things together until I was standing in my own hall at sixty-eight with a wicker basket in my arms.
Nobody bought me. That is the point. Nobody had to.
And then it happened to me
Here is what I did not know in 2011, and could not have written even if the piece had run.
I was fifty-three then. I believed I understood ageing skin, because I had been writing about it for twenty-three years.
I understood nothing.
At fifty-five my skin did not gradually change. It fell off a cliff, in the space of about eighteen months, and nothing in my professional experience had prepared me for the speed of it. It was not lines. I had lines at forty and I had made my arrangements with them. It was that the whole surface changed character — thinner, drier, duller, slacker, and unable to hold on to anything I put on it.
I know the biology now, because I have spent the years since reading it properly rather than being presented with it.
When oestrogen goes, you lose roughly thirty per cent of your skin's collagen in the first five years. Thirty per cent, in five years — and a little more every year afterwards. Oil production more or less stops. The lipid barrier that holds water in and keeps irritants out degrades. Cell renewal at the surface slows to a crawl, so light stops reflecting off your face and starts being absorbed by it. The small vessels that gave your cheeks their colour thin out and reduce.
Every one of those is measurable. None of it is mysterious. It happens to every woman on earth who lives long enough, and it happens in a rush.
So I went looking for the research. And what I found is the paragraph that 2011 piece was missing.
I went back through the trials — the papers, not the summaries — and I started writing down the ages of the women on the test panels.
They stop.
Not officially. Not by any policy anywhere, and not with any intent I could stand over. But they stop. The panels cluster in the thirties and forties, thin out through the early fifties, and by the time you reach women of my age there is very little there at all.
The products I had recommended to women of sixty-five had, in the main, been tested on women of forty-two.
There is no villain in that, which is what makes it worse. There is just a market. A woman of forty-two has thirty years of purchasing ahead of her. A woman of sixty-eight has made up her mind and is, in the language of several hundred presentations I have sat through, mature category.
So the research follows the money, and the money is not on us. We are sold products formulated and proven for the skin of somebody twenty-five years younger, in packaging photographed on somebody thirty-five years younger — and when they do not work, we assume the failure is ours.
We are not being lied to. We are being ignored, and sold to anyway.
Why now
I am sixty-eight. No column, no platform, no readership. Nothing anybody can take away from me.
No advertising director is going to put his head round my door, because I no longer have a door. Nobody has to decide whether to run this, because nobody is running it but me.
So this is CaseAgainstBigCosmetics_FINAL_v6, fourteen years late, with the part I did not know yet added to the end of it.
I sent the hamper back. I did not include a note, because I could not think of one that was not either rude or dishonest, and I have had quite enough of the second one.
And I did not stop at publishing this. Because somewhere in the middle of reading methodology sections at my own kitchen table, at sixty-six years of age, with my own face doing what it was doing, being right stopped being enough for me. I have been right since 2003. Being right has not put one thing back into my skin.
I wanted the thing that would actually work.
So I used what I had left. Thirty-one years of contacts, no employer, no advertising department, and nothing whatsoever to lose.
What follows is what I found, and the reasoning behind it, which matters more than the bottle does. But if you would rather skip the investigation and go straight to what I have been using, you can jump to it here.
I rang the chemist from 2003
I still had her number, in an address book I have carried since the nineties, written in biro under a name I am not going to type.
She is retired now too. Thirty-four years in cosmetic formulation, the last eleven of them senior enough to have signed things off. She lives in the south of France, has grandchildren, and has not been inside a laboratory since 2018.
I told her I was finally writing it. She was quiet for a moment and then she laughed, and said the thing that has stayed with me since:
"Nobody can sack either of us now, Deirdre. Ask me whatever you like."
We spoke for two hours. I am going to give you the part that matters.
The prescription
I asked her the question I should have asked in 2003 and did not: if the dose is wrong, what is the right one?
"Think of it as a prescription. You go to your doctor with an infection. She knows you need five hundred milligrams of an antibiotic to clear it. But she writes you a script for thirty milligrams — one-sixteenth of the dose — because the pharmacy wanted the rest of the budget for the packaging. You take it every day. You feel like you are doing something sensible. The infection does not clear, because thirty milligrams was never going to touch it. That is the industry. The active is there at a dose that is right for the label and useless for the biology."
So what is the clinical dose?
"For most of the actives worth having — bakuchiol, retinol, vitamin C, the peptides — you are looking at one to two per cent before anything measurable happens. Under one per cent you are in the decorative range. Most of what I saw in premium formulation sat at nought point two to nought point five. Four to ten times below the line."
And where does the money go, if not into the bottle?
"The box. The campaign. The face of the campaign. The counter — the counter on its own can be a third of the retail price. By the time all of that is paid for, what is left for the formula is a sliver, and the sliver decides the dose. The woman at home puts it on every night and feels she is doing something, and she is. She is moisturising. She could do that with a four-euro tub. The difference bought her a feeling, not a function."
A feeling. Not a function.
And then I asked her about women my age
I told her what had happened to my face at fifty-five. I told her what I had found in the methodology sections.
She was not remotely surprised.
"Post-menopausal skin is a different substrate. Genuinely different — less collagen, almost no sebum, a damaged barrier, slower renewal, less blood supply. If you formulate for a woman of forty and sell it to a woman of sixty-five, you are not treating the same organ. And nobody funds the trials, because the panels cost the same and the market is smaller. It is not wickedness. It is a spreadsheet."
I asked her, finally, what she would tell a woman of sixty-eight to look for. She thought about it for a long moment.
"Three things. An active at a real concentration, not a decorative one. Something that rebuilds the lipid barrier, because yours has gone and nothing else will work until it is back. And it has to come from somebody with no counter to pay for and nobody famous on the payroll — because if they are paying for those, there is nothing left to put in the bottle. Find that and you will have something. It will not be in a department store."
I wrote those three things on the back of an envelope. Then I spent eleven months looking for something that met all three.
Eleven months, and almost all of it wasted
I want to be honest about how tedious this was, because the tedium is the point.
I read labels. Hundreds of them. I wrote to seventeen companies asking for the concentration of their hero active and received, in total, four replies, none of which answered the question. That refusal, incidentally, is an answer in itself: a brand dosing at a level it is proud of will tell you the number without being asked twice.
I found two products that met the first condition and failed the third — clinically dosed, and priced accordingly, because they were carrying a department store on their backs. One of them was a hundred and ninety euro for thirty millilitres.
I found a great many that met the third condition and failed the first: small, sincere, beautifully made, and dosed at nothing at all.
And then in the eleventh month I found one that met all three, and I did not believe it, and I spent another fortnight trying to find out what was wrong with it.
I could not find anything wrong with it.
What I have been using
It is called Rose Youth Elixir, it costs thirty-nine euro, and it is made by a family rather than a corporation.
I will take you through it the way I would have taken it through in a review, except that this time nobody is paying for the pages.
First condition: an active at a real concentration
The active is bakuchiol, at two per cent.
Bakuchiol is a plant-derived compound that behaves in the skin much as retinol does — accelerating cell renewal at the surface, and stimulating collagen and elastin underneath — without the irritation, peeling, sun sensitivity or adaptation period that makes retinol close to unusable for a great many women of my age.
The number is the point. Most of what I have been sent over thirty-one years contains bakuchiol at nought point two to nought point five per cent, exactly as the chemist described. Decorative. Two per cent is above the line at which the published work says anything measurable begins.
It is, in her language, the five hundred milligrams rather than the thirty.
Second condition: something that rebuilds the barrier
Cold-pressed damascena rose oil, at a concentration nobody carrying a department store could afford to use.
This matters more after the menopause than anything else on the label, and it is the part I understood last. When oil production stops, the lipid barrier that holds water in your skin and keeps irritants out degrades — and until that barrier is rebuilt, nothing else you apply will hold. You can put the finest active in the world onto a face that cannot retain moisture and watch it do very little.
Rose oil carries several hundred bioactive compounds that calm inflammation and rebuild that lipid layer. Alongside it there is sodium hyaluronate, which holds water in the deeper tissue rather than on the surface for an hour, and sorghum stalk juice, which is what you can feel tightening very slightly in the first few minutes.
And the one I did not expect
Lactic acid. The quietest thing on the label and, at sixty-eight, the one I was most pleased to find.
It gently loosens the bonds holding dead cells at the surface so they shed rather than accumulate — which is precisely the problem when renewal has slowed to a crawl. It is working on the same layer as the bakuchiol, from the other side. It also carries pigmented cells away with it, which is why the mottling on my cheekbones and the backs of my hands is less obvious than it was, though that has been slow.
Third condition: nobody famous, no counter
There is no celebrity. There is no department store. There is no distributor. It is not in a pharmacy and it is not on a beauty hall.
The rose oil is bought directly from the growers rather than through the trading houses everybody in my industry buys from. The harvest lasts about three weeks in late May; the flowers have to be picked before dawn, because that is when the oil content peaks and it falls away as the sun comes up; and it takes roughly three and a half thousand kilograms of petals to produce one litre of oil, which is why that litre changes hands at six to eight thousand euro.
I have spent my career at the glossy end of that pipeline, writing admiringly about serums containing a trace of it. The people who make this one had a rather simpler idea: skip everything in between, formulate at real concentrations, and post it to the woman.
The numbers on it
22% · Reduction in skin roughness
21% · Reduction in wrinkles at 12 weeks
92% · Would recommend it to a friend
I would draw your attention to the middle figure rather than the first, and I say that as somebody who has spent three decades watching brands lead with the wrong number. Wrinkle depth is what sells. Skin roughness is what actually changes how a face looks in a room, because a rough surface scatters light and a smooth one returns it — and after the menopause, roughness is the thing that arrives first and most visibly.
So I ran the trial nobody else would run
This is the part I am proudest of, and it took twelve weeks.
I swim on Tuesday and Friday mornings with a group of women at a place I am not going to name, because they would never forgive me and one of them has a very good solicitor. There are usually seven or eight of us. The youngest is fifty-five and the oldest is seventy-two.
It occurred to me, standing on the steps one morning in November with my hands going numb, that I had spent six years complaining that nobody tests these products on women like us.
And that I was standing beside five of them.
So I bought the bottles myself — I want that on the record, because after thirty-one years of free product I was not going to start this one with a gift — and I asked five of them if they would use it twice a day for twelve weeks and let me photograph them once a week, in the same light, at the same time, with no makeup.
All five said yes. Two of them said yes on condition that I stopped going on about it, which is fair.
What twelve weeks looked like
Nuala, 71, retired schoolteacher. Twelve years past the menopause, and the driest skin of the group by a distance. She noticed at day nine that her face did not feel tight after washing, which she said she had assumed was simply what a face felt like now. By week six the flaking at the sides of her nose, which she had been treating with Vaseline for four years, had gone.
Bernie, 64. The most sceptical of the five and by some way the most fun. She said nothing for five weeks. In week six her daughter-in-law asked her, in front of everybody at a christening, what she was doing differently. Bernie told her to mind her own business and then rang me that evening.
Carmel, 67. The clearest change in the photographs, and the one I would ask you to be most careful about, because Carmel had been using nothing at all beyond soap for years. Some of what happened to her face in twelve weeks would have happened with any decent barrier repair. I am telling you that because it is true, and because I spent thirty-one years not telling women things like it.
Marie, 58. Two years post-menopausal, still working, and the one whose experience I recognised most. Her word for it was density. She said her skin had felt like paper and by week eight it did not.
Ann, 62. Ann saw the least, and I am including her for that reason. She reported a clear improvement in dryness and comfort, and a mild improvement in tone, and nothing whatsoever that she would describe as dramatic. She has bought it twice since.
Five women. Not a clinical trial and I would never dress it up as one — no control, no blinding, and a researcher with a strong prior opinion, which is the very thing I have spent this article complaining about.
But it is five women between fifty-five and seventy-two, photographed weekly for twelve weeks, which is more than anybody else has bothered to do for us.
And what happened to me
I used it for the same twelve weeks, and I photographed myself on the same mornings, which was not an enjoyable exercise.
The first fortnight — comfort, and nothing else
My face stopped feeling tight. That is all, and I nearly dismissed it, because a moisturiser will do that and I have been sold that sensation four hundred times.
I mention it because for a woman past the menopause it is not nothing. Comfort is the barrier coming back, and until the barrier comes back nothing else can. But if you buy this and judge it at two weeks, you will conclude what I nearly concluded, and you will be wrong.
Weeks three to six — the surface
The change was in texture rather than in lines. My skin stopped feeling papery to the touch and started reflecting light instead of absorbing it — which is the difference between looking tired and looking well, and it is far more of what we are actually reacting to in the mirror than any of us admit.
Makeup sat differently. I use very little now, but what I use stopped settling into things.
Week nine — my sister
My sister Aileen is two years younger than me and has never once been tactful about anything in six decades.
She came for lunch in February, looked at me across the table before she had her coat off, and said: "What are you at? You've a face on you."
Which, from Aileen, is a standing ovation.
For the record, and because I have spent this entire article complaining about people who do not do this: I am sixty-eight and I look sixty-eight. My lines are exactly where they were. My jaw has not come back and nothing on this earth is going to bring it back short of a surgeon.
What has changed is that my skin behaves like skin again. After thirteen years, that turned out to be the thing I actually wanted.
Whether any of this is you
If you are past the menopause, or in the middle of it, see whether any of this is familiar.
— Your face feels tight within minutes of washing it, and you have started to assume that is simply what a face feels like now
— Your skin has gone papery — not lined, papery — particularly on the cheeks, the neck and the backs of your hands
— Products that suited you for twenty years began stinging somewhere around fifty-five
— You look grey under any overhead light, whatever colour you put on top
— Foundation settles into things it never used to find
— Somebody has asked whether you are tired, or unwell, on a day you felt perfectly fine
— You have quietly stopped expecting any product to make a difference, and buy them out of habit
If you ticked even one of those, I would like to say the thing nobody said to me between the ages of fifty-five and sixty-six.
It is not that you have left it too late. It is that almost nothing on the shelf was made for the skin you have now, and nobody told you.
What it costs, and how many to buy
Thirty-nine euro.
I have been pricing serums for thirty-one years and I have products in this house, sent to me free, that cost eight times that and contain a quarter of the active. When I first saw the figure I assumed I had misread it, and then I assumed something was wrong with the formula, which is why I spent a fortnight looking.
It costs thirty-nine euro because there is no counter, no celebrity, no distributor and no advertising department. That is the entire explanation. It is the same explanation, running the other way, as the three hundred euro one.
And one honest word about quantity
A bottle is thirty millilitres, which is four weeks of using it properly, morning and night.
I am going to be straight with you about what that means, because it is what I would want a friend to tell me. Four weeks gets you the comfort and the beginning of the surface change. It does not get you the rest. The measurable work is done at eight and twelve weeks, and you cannot reach twelve weeks on four weeks of product.
Buying one bottle is buying the first chapter. That is a perfectly reasonable thing to do, and I did it myself before I bought the rest. But do it knowing that is what you are doing.
▸ One bottle — €39
Four weeks. Enough to find out whether it agrees with you.
▸ Two bottles — €35.10 each, with delivery included
Eight weeks. Through the point where the structural change is measured. Delivery is free over fifty euro, which one bottle does not reach.
▸ Three bottles — €33.15 each, delivery included, plus a bottle of organic rose water
Twelve weeks, which is the full length of the work the numbers are based on. This is what I buy, and it is what I gave the swimmers.
Check whether it is in stock →
What twelve weeks might look like
Imagine washing your face at night and it not feeling tight afterwards. That is the first one, and it is smaller and more important than it sounds.
Imagine putting a hand to your own cheek and finding that it does not feel like paper.
Imagine standing under the overhead light in a shop or a hospital corridor or your own kitchen and not doing the small internal flinch you have been doing for years.
Imagine getting a photograph back from a family occasion and being able to look at it properly, at full size, without going straight to your own face.
And imagine somebody who has known you for forty years looking at you across a table and asking, with no reason at all to ask, what you have been at.
Not looking younger. I am sixty-eight and I look it. Looking well, which is a different thing, and the thing I had actually lost.
What to realistically expect
Between my five swimmers, my own weekly photographs and the brand's own published timeline, the pattern is consistent enough that I will put my name to it.
Weeks 1–2 — comfort, and nothing you would photograph
Tightness after washing goes. Flaking settles. This is the barrier repairing and it is the least interesting part of what is coming. It is also the week almost everybody nearly gives up.
Weeks 3–6 — the surface changes
Papery texture softens. Skin starts reflecting light rather than absorbing it. Makeup sits differently. This is where the roughness figure comes from, and for a post-menopausal face it is the change that alters how you look in a room.
Week 8 — the structural one
Firmness and density. This is the point the measurements are taken at, and the point one bottle will not get you to.
Week 12 — the full length of the work
Lines softened, tone more even, mottling less obvious. Twelve weeks is three bottles, and there is no way round that arithmetic.
Every one of the five said a version of the same sentence: I nearly stopped at the beginning, and I am very glad I did not.
The things you are reasonably thinking
"Thirty-nine euro cannot be any good." — I spent a fortnight on this exact objection, because I have been trained by the same industry you have to read price as proof. But the price is not a statement about the formula. It is a statement about the absence of a counter, a celebrity and a distributor. Same grade of rose oil the perfumery houses buy. Four to ten times the concentration of active.
"I have never heard of them." — You have not heard of them because they do not advertise, which is precisely why it costs thirty-nine euro rather than three hundred. Manufactured under EU cosmetics regulation, dermatologically tested, hypoallergenic, ninety-nine point eight per cent natural ingredients, no parabens or phthalates, shipped from inside the EU.
"My skin has become reactive since the menopause." — This is the most common thing I hear from women my age and it is the single best argument for bakuchiol over retinol. No irritation, no peeling, no sun sensitivity, no adaptation period. Patch test first, as you would with anything, but this is the class of active designed for exactly this problem.
"Is it not too late for me?" — I am sixty-eight and thirteen years past the menopause, and it was not too late for me, and Nuala is seventy-one. What is true is that you cannot rebuild what has gone. What you can do is repair a barrier, restore renewal at the surface, and stop the loss accelerating. That is worth having at any age and it is worth having most at ours.
"What about customs and delivery?" — It ships from inside the EU, so there are no customs charges and no duties ordering from Ireland. Three to seven working days. Delivery free over fifty euro.
"Do I still need sun protection?" — Yes, and more than you did at forty. Antioxidants help defend against environmental damage; they are not a sunscreen. If you care about the mottling in particular, daily SPF is the difference between fading it and making more of it.
Dermatologically Tested · Suitable for sensitive skin
99.8% Natural · No parabens or phthalates
60-Day · Money-Back Guarantee
Free Delivery · On orders over €50
Sixty days, which is longer than it needs
There is a sixty-day money-back guarantee on it, and I want to do the arithmetic with you rather than simply wave at it, because after thirty-one years I have some feeling for what a guarantee is actually saying.
Sixty days is eight and a half weeks. The point at which the structural change is measured is week eight. Day fifty-six.
The guarantee outlasts the milestone by four days.
That is not a generous returns policy. That is a company saying: take it the whole way to the thing we told you about, and if it has not happened, we will pay for the experiment ourselves.
I have sat in four hundred launches and I have never once seen a large brand offer that, and I would ask you to think about why. You cannot bring a half-used serum back to a beauty counter in week eight and say it did not work. You are expected to conclude that you used it wrongly, or too late, or that you are simply the age you are — and then to buy something else.
So the downside is straightforward. You are out nothing. No forms, no questions. The only thing you can lose is another eight weeks of the arrangement you already have.
Thirty-nine euro
Less than a blow-dry. Less than the half-used bottle on your shelf that you already know is doing nothing.
What I would do, if you were one of the swimmers
Buy three. Not because it is the larger order, but because a bottle is four weeks and the work is measured over twelve, and every one of the five women I photographed was still changing at week eight. Three is thirty-three fifteen each with delivery included and the rose water in the box.
I have spent thirty-one years telling women what to buy, and I was wrong more often than I was right, and I was wrong in a very particular way: not by lying, but by leaving out the question I had been carrying since 2003.
This is the first thing I have written that no advertising director has seen, that no brand has approved, and that nobody sent me a hamper for. It is fourteen years late. I am sorry it took me this long, and I am not going to pretend that the apology is worth much.
I am sixty-eight. My lines are where they were. But my face has stopped feeling like paper, and I had forgotten that it was ever supposed to feel like anything else.
"Nobody can sack either of us now, Deirdre. Ask me whatever you like." — the chemist, 2003 and again last year
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